So, yesterday we made the heartbreaking decision to call the wedding off, for now. It's completely smashed my heart into a thousand pieces and I pretty much cry every single time I think about it. We weren't trying to do anything extravagant, 50 people, dinner, some drinks. We were planning for no cars, a very, very reasonably priced photographer, DIY flowers. But the cost was still spiralling out of control, even with all the budgeting in the world.
While I was walking around Ikea with my dad and Orlando I had that feeling you develop in the depths of your chest when you break up with the love of your life. It's such an overwhelming, engulfing feeling. That's what cancelling the wedding has felt like. It's as if I've broken up with the love of my life, even though he's right here.
Thank you so much everyone for your beautiful words and ideas. I'm filing them away for a later stage.
♥
On a happier note, we are having homemade sliders tonight. I'm telling you, Breadtop mini buns make the BEST slider buns ever, ever, ever.
On a happier note, we are having homemade sliders tonight. I'm telling you, Breadtop mini buns make the BEST slider buns ever, ever, ever.